纪云霄大步朝她走来，手上拿着厚厚的毛绒围巾。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp走得近了，苏玉梅才发现，这人居然比自己高这么多……

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp得昂着头，才能看得到他的脸了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“你……走这么近做什么？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪云霄没有说话，而是突然抬手，将自己手上的围巾，套在苏玉梅的脖子上，然后绕了个弯，将苏玉梅的脖子缠得严严实实的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp完事后，拍了拍她的肩道：“冬天夜晚寒凉，注意保暖。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp苏玉梅心情怪异的“嗯”了一声。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp而后手腕，就被纪云霄给拉住，往前带着走了两步，双肩被他大而有力的手往躺椅上一按。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp苏玉梅坐下了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她一脸不解的看着他道：“你……到底想干嘛？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪云霄将厚厚的被子拿起，往她身上一盖，声音温和的道：“躺下……给你盖上。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp苏玉梅下意识的，往后一靠。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp被子盖到身上，感觉这个夜晚，很温暖。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪云霄做好一切后，回去坐到另一张躺椅上，同样给自己盖好了被子，一只手枕在脑后，仰头看着夜空，嘴角微弯起一抹散漫的笑意来。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp苏玉梅这才反应过来……这人，是想让自己陪他一起看星星？

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪云霄突然开口道：“这个世界……每一天，都在变化……难得有这么好的美景可以欣赏，就别想其他的了……好好欣赏即可，因为错过了……下一次不确定还能有吗。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp就算有……也不是今天这样儿的了。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp躺在躺椅上，很舒服。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp身上盖着被子，脖子上围着围巾，脑后还有个柔软的枕头……很舒服。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp苏玉梅的神经下意识的放松了下来，视线遥望着星空，唇角微弯道：“你倒是会享受。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“人活着，当然要会享受……毕竟人这一生说短不短，但说长……似乎也没那么长，特别是，人到中年后……会觉得，太短了……仿佛过去的人生，一眨眼就过了。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp苏玉梅闻心底也不由生出几分感叹来。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp那时候生病住院的时候，她几乎都要以为……自己的生命，已经快走完了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp所以人这一生，是真的很短暂呐。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪云霄又突然开口问道：“苏玉梅……你有好好活过吗？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“什么？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“你今年……四十一了……这四十一年，你有好好活过吗？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp苏玉梅一脸迷茫的道：“怎样……才算好好活过？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“当然是……为自己而活。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp苏玉梅苦笑道：“好像……并没有。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp以前为父母争口气，努力学习，好好上学，考上大学……后来，为了暖暖和生活所奔波。但我不是很清楚，怎么才算为自己活？

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp现在这么活……她也觉得没什么吧，也挺好啊。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp早就习惯了，不是吗。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“看来你心里有点数……你这几天的转变，让我觉得很意外。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp苏玉梅闻，下意识的抿了下唇。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她……的确有所转变了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp没再提过，要回家。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp而是说服自己，为女儿做一次尝试。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪云霄见她不说话，表情很散漫的扭过头，看着她轻笑一声道：“怎么？心虚了？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp苏玉梅没好气的道：“我为什么要心虚？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“为什么突然选择留下来？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“我……不是你不让我走的吗！”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“……”是没错。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp但她留下来的原因，很居心叵测。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪云霄很聪明，他很轻易的就看出来了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp所以这会儿有些牙痒痒……想咬人。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他在心底轻叹了一声道：“可你……不是为我留下的。”