“我为何要管……他开心，不就够了么？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“开心么？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“阿乾一直都是乐在其中……阿瑶高兴了，他也会高兴，这样，很好不是么？何必要去插手他们的世界？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“聂城，你到底真的假的？他们还是两个孩子罢了……懂什么？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“你也知道，他们什么都不懂，跟玩过家家一样……又何必去掺和？顺其自然不好么？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“那若是……以后长大有感情了呢？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“那么……我会尊重阿乾的选择。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“那丫头，配得上阿乾么！！”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“我不也配不上你么……”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“你……这根本就不是一码事好么！”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“在我的世界里，从来就不存在于，配不配得上这种事一说……若在一起，会有家的感觉，能开心……比什么都重要，

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪云淑，这种感觉，你估计这辈子都不会懂了。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪云淑眸光复杂的看着他，没有说话。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp怎么可能不懂……不过自欺欺人，不想去懂罢了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp从来，她都是更顾及自己感受的那种人。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp聂城的从小到大的遭遇，她比谁都明白。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他一直活到现在……都没能有个家，更没有体验过，有家的感觉。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp或许，他会将白瑶带在身边养……后面，又将阿乾带在身边养，那么任劳任怨，什么都亲力亲为，就是想要这种感觉吧。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp可到底，还差点东西了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她明白，差的是什么。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp却，给不了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp从前，她觉得收养了聂城，当宠物一样的养着……给他吃喝，供他上学就够了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp后来，她需要资金的时候，他去给自己赚钱，也是理所当然的事情。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp可却一直没有想过，宠物有朝一日也开始有了自我意识，会想要一个家了……

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp而这个家，他要求很高。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp只要她给的……旁的，他全部都不要。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp而她也不会允许。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp两人之间的沉默，在陆放携带着白霜，高调登场后，才打破的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp陆放和白霜，已经正式开始交往了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp以男女朋友的身份，登场的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp陆放整个人，看起来焕然一番，仿佛几天不见的时间，就大变样到，年轻了好几岁一般。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp站在影后白霜的身边，就跟个大男孩一样……

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp唇角的笑意，怎么都止不住的那种。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这还是纪云淑，第一次看到这样的陆放。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp心情，还挺怪异的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp果然，无论男女都需要被爱情滋润，才活得有灵魂吗？

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp陆放给人的感觉，就是压抑在心底的灵魂，彻底释放出来了一般……仿若整个人都获得了新生一般的既视感。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp一直以来都死气沉沉的白霜，此刻看起来，也给人一种焕然一新的感觉。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp如果说陆放是年轻了好几岁，那么白霜看起来就跟年轻了十岁不止了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp面上的娇羞模样，婉如少女一般。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp长相，本就是那种精致类型的……整个人盛装打扮一番，看起来绝对是个少见的尤物。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp也难怪，陆放会钟情那么多年了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp原本，白霜还有些纠结的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp时隔九年，还要再继续去续这段前缘吗。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp可当陆放将这些年，看心理医生的病例，全部都甩到她面前的时候……心里居然除了心疼，什么都不剩下了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他说：“我病了……病了九年了，只有你能治……你要眼睁睁的看着我，病死吗？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp就因为这一句话，白霜溃不成军一般的，哭成泪人了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp哭过之后，心底已然做出了决定。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp哪怕是孽缘……这辈子都不会有结果的那种孽缘，她也想，再去尝试一遍了。