“好的哥，赶紧洗澡去，别感冒了。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“嗯。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp秦绍心情复杂的，上了楼。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp家人？

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp什么是家人？

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp最后真让他体验到家人感觉的人，居然唯有一个秦尧罢了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp小妈，毕竟是后妈，没有血缘关系的，他可以给她最基本的尊重，当她是长辈尊敬。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp但却，做不到真当做是自己的母亲。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp父亲，眼里只有秦媛。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp秦媛眼里只有自己……

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp到最后，还将自己放心上的家人，居然只有一个秦尧。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp说来，还真讽刺。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp但想来……也足矣了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp起码还有，不是吗。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp家族赋予的责任，太过于沉重了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp在眸中意义上，秦尧还算省心。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp以前虽然，没帮上什么忙，但也没帮什么倒忙。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp一直没给他惹出什么大事情来。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp而现在……在某种层面上，算是给家族增添了不少底气了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp阴错阳差的，就和姜家大小姐在一起了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp若这门关系最后成了，往后秦家和纪家，也算是有了姻亲关系了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪云霄的贼船，就这么阴错阳差的，上了……

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp说来，还挺戏剧性的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp可事实已经如此了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp想到这，秦绍总算是觉得，有件欣慰的事情了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他回到房间，没有第一时间去洗澡，而是，去了房间外面的阳台。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp对面的窗户，是关着的，里头只开了一盏很暗的灯光。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他想起，以前两人一起过夜的时候，她总会留点灯光。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp说是，怕黑。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这个点，她应该睡着了吧。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp之前对面窗户敞开的时候，他有看到过，她现在住的那间房间的格局。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp床，离窗户，很近。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp估计也就一米远的距离……

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp窗户，离他这边，也不过一米五远的距离。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp那么他们之间的距离，都不超过三米远了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp离得，那么近……却又那么远。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp林小曼啊林小曼……

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp最开始，可是你招惹我的啊。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp若没有你的招惹，我现在依旧是最初那个清心寡欲，一心只为家族而活的秦家家族罢了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp情爱这种事情，果然不能沾染。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp无论是人生中第一次，还是第二次，他都没有过好下场。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他前面二十几年，都是为家族而活的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp在做选择的时候，已经惯性，先将家族放在第一位了……

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp而且，那种局面之下，若秦家倒台了，他又给不了她更好的生活。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他现在，放她走，难道真的不对吗？

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp若重新做一次选择，他不敢保证，自己还会不会那么选。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他唯一做错的地方，是没看出来，她肚子里，居然已经有他们的孩子了啊。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp可若不是因为她肚子里有孩子了，她又怎么会，被自己伤的那么深呢。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他以为，她有苏暖暖和杨锐那样两个朋友在，即便和他分手了，以后也能继续上学，继续生活，久而久之，也会将他忘掉。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp可，这孩子，真的来的太意外了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp无论是他，还是她，都措手不及。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp那么，错了就是错了，他认下了。